And now...

I'm laughing loudly... ironically...

If only for the fact that I have NOT kept up with this blog since April and now that it's late September, SO MUCH has happened.

I've been majorly busy with work, in that, I hated my job.

Got fired due to truancy in August and now I'm basically unemployed and searching with a $-300 in my bank account for rent LAST month and slowly, everything is closing because I basically was the one to pay for EVERYTHING. Netflix, down. Cell Phone service, about to terminate in 24hrs. Car insurance, a month unpaid. Gas tank, low as hell. Unemployment decided not to help out. I did find work but it's less than part time. Stress levels are through the roof and my quotas on asking friends and my boyfriend for help are at their peak. I refuse to beg. Damn pride.

So far, fridge is also low but I can look at a few bright lights:

• Boyfriend provided rice and beans to eat
• a few veggies too
• this included paste
• was able to make a few chicken legs for dinner tonight-will add rice and beans soon with a butter sauce cuz I like my rice saucy
• Internet still up (for now) so I have Youtube to entertain myself.
• Shelves of books for when the internet burns up.
• I'm breathing (if hyperventilating)
• I have an apartment (for now)
• I have a bath (will take one soon)
• My babies have food (2 cats)
• I entered my first writing contest!

That last one still hasn't reached out to tell me if won or lost so fingers crossed!

Anyway, that's all I have to vent about today. Hopefully there'll be better news soon. Check back in tomorrow!